Alias

Don't use rational thought as a defense with me especially after what all we have been through There is no rational thought, I can't even pretend to have a conversation about any thing else with you when what it comes down to is faith.
but what you came here for is a closure and there is not a chance that you getting that from me
I'm not gonna say hey I understand. I'm not gonna sympathize with you how hard it must be for you. but you wanna know how I am, I am horrible. I am ripped apart and not because I lost you. because if it had been me I would have waited. I wouldn't have given up on you..... and now I realize what an absolute waste that would have been.